dinsdag 2 september 2008

never there

touching the void,
everything is so hollow
am i invisible
can't face my way
this is it, wish you'd follow.
so unevolved,
yet i am trapped

you don't worry
if i turn and burn
i am aware
never truly awake,
the grasp is there
moments i wait for
will never come
never there,
where they ever?

passed a point
can not come back
hard ways at hand
made my bed,
anything to take it back
there's no denying
i tried my best
no more tragedies
never there
where they ever?

you suffer my happiness
a queen in masking misery,
always waiting
for an imaginary event
never there,
waiting forever